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This Left Feels Right

"Think how you have instructed many, how you have strengthened feeble hands." - Job 4:3

Focal dystonia: a painless hand condition in which the fingers either curl into the palm or extend outward without control.

 Billy McLaughlin was a big concert draw at my college frequently in the early 90's. I went to see his shows whenever I could, invariably transfixed by the otherworldly sounds that were wafting from the stage. It was almost comical at times to watch how his head would move while laying down the rhythms, which never failed to emote the highest sorrows and the quietest hope in flawless, tear-jerking intensity. There are "entertainers" who are in it for the paycheck and the attention; and then there's McLaughlin, whose sound is almost a symbiotic extension of himself...you immediately sense one completes the other.
 I had never heard of finger-style acoustic guitar playing until the first night I saw him spilling out the notes in what he refers to as a "hammering style". It never failed to put a lump in my throat. To this day I have the two cd's he autographed for me. After moving to Sioux Falls, I was only able to see him once or twice more before he suddenly faded from the scene. It wasn't until recently that I found out why.
 Focal dystonia had taken from his right hand the ability to hammer out the notes. In 2002, the music died. But not for long...because Billy had something in him that refused to die: the eternal flame he carried for his craft and its fruit. The video below says it better than I ever could:

  
 One of my first impulses after watching this was to be verklempt with shame over remembering how many times I've complained before the throne when I was forced to make small adjustments to my life for whatever reason. If a man can conquer a mountain like inverting a guitar technique strongly ingrained within himself for most, if not all of his life, then what reasons exist that I can't apply a fraction of such strength to leap the mole hills of my silly little existence in a single bound?
 I don't know if Billy has given his life to Jesus...either way, it seems to me that servants of Christ Jesus are left without excuse in the face of such courage and gloriously stubborn determination. I know what it's like to have to rebuild after disappointment, but that had more to do with necessity than anything else. This story was born of a passion that was willing to pay any price, overcome any hurdle, rewrite any rule in order to reclaim the place where its greatest truth could be found. How ready are we to fight with equal tenacity for our one pure and holy passion?
Posted on Thursday, June 21, 2007 by Registered CommenterSpiderbeavis | Comments4 Comments

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OMG that is so incredible. it is indeed humbling to think what he must have overcome, and how selfish we sometimes are. the music is beautiful. glad he refused to let it be stifled
June 21, 2007 | Unregistered Commentertime
my hat off to people who have to overcome physical difficulties to get where they want to go, fighting it out despite their handicap or illness. (does a 360 degree turn and winks).
June 22, 2007 | Unregistered Commenterme, me, me
He is a lesson to us all - if something is worth doing, do it regardless of the obstacles. An amazing guitarist and an inspiring person.
June 22, 2007 | Unregistered CommenterGone Away
What a wonderful, inspirational story! Too many times we surrender too easily to the circumstances around us rather than fight and passionately pursue the things that are important. I think this is a challenge to all of us.
June 23, 2007 | Unregistered Commenterballa

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