Decided to post this lyric, since I said in the FAQ's I would do that occasionally. It describes who I am shockingly well; in fact, you could say it's basically me, set to music! It might seem like a depressing read, but I actually find it to be realistically hopeful:

Heaven Only Knows
by Richard Marx
  I watch the world go round and round
And my life goes by at the speed of sound
I walk the night
And I wonder just where I belong, oh
My heart is young, but my soul is old
I've never been one to do what I was told
My back to the wall
Is the only place I can feel strong, oh

[Chorus:]
Heaven only knows what lies before me
Heaven only knows what all my searching is for
All my life I've waited for a miracle
But I can't ask for anything more

I like to think I'm a faithful man
To resist desire, I do all I can
I hope to die in the arms of the woman I love, oh
[Chorus]

I've always wondered how to know right from wrong
Looking for a reason to replace what is gone
But somehow the road just seems to lead right back
to me
to me
[Chorus]